chronique de l' amour.: June 2010

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

hi kids!

She broke down and let me in
Made me see where I've been

Been down one time
Been down two times
I'm never going back again

You don't know what it means to win
Come down and see me again

Been down one time
Been down two times
I'm never going back again

six months of playing this record on mickey can't lie. i have a favorite song. 0:47 gets me. it's too short.

h: i miss you!
t: i miss you!
h: how are you!
t: im good
im really good
you?
awesome
obviously
h: hahah doing pretty awesome!
t: good
did you get my message the other day?
h: yes the google one?!?!
that made my fucking day!
t: yes!
ohhh good
it made my day
h: does it hurt to be so awesome??
t: but
shut up
you should know
h: havent the foggiest
when are you visiting
t: um whens good
seriously
we should do this
h: umm you should base it around something awesome
t: i should
ok heres your mission
give me a list of awesome things
and i will plan a visit around one
and i honestly place dancing flamboiantly around a sports bar into the awesome things category
so no pressure
h: yes that is why i love you
i got a fortune cookie and my fortune was this
you find beauty in simplicity
and i loved it
t: and that is an unbelievable fortune cookie
what is your sign?
let me give you the globe's horoscope
man i hope its good
h: pieces
t: if it's not im gonna forge it
h: probably spelled that wrong
t: pices
wait
pisces
that s is sneaky
putting more time, effort and energy into your job will bring rewards and ensure security. helping a friend is fine but consider what type of assistance you are willing to give-making suggestions, lending a hand, or cash injection.
h: hmmm
ok ok
what is yours?
t: terribly stressful
deception and personal problems are apparent if you let your heart decide your fate. you will have plenty of opportunities to meet someone but do your research and find out who is good for you and who isnt.
h: wow
stressful is right
t: terribly stressful
h: how is your love life?
weird question i know but just checkin in on my tamtam
t: it is always a funny question but so important
its ok. the best way to sum it up and i would kind of apply this to alot of areas of my life is that, i worry i am jeopordizing myself
in a sense that i am not getting all that i want
h: hmmm yeah i think i know exactly what you mean
just horrified to admit to it
t: i want magic magic magic
yeah
h: wow
i was going to say for me its hard to tell if love like i picture it actually exists
i think that might be one of those ongoing questions...i dont know
t: well find out
or we wont, and then well know
h: i believe you are right miss t
t: and i do too mr h

carrying some very large watermelons.

baking in the middle of the night- muffins, pies, whathaveyou- is quite possibly the best thing in the world to me.

Monday, June 21, 2010

take me there.

photostream.

these are the only things that matter. these days right here.

photostream.

Saturday, June 19, 2010

21st amendment.

The End Of The World - DOOMSTAR! from pointy ears on Vimeo.

Thursday, June 17, 2010

he was very excited about carrots.

joe ades (1934-2009).

“He cleaned up really well,” she said, “but still there were these little shreds of carrots that said, ‘I was here.’ ”
-new york times.

the skies were bigger than i ever thought it could be.

do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark. in the hopeless swamps of the not quite, the not yet, and the not at all, do not let the hero in your soul perish and leave only frustration for the life you deserve, but never have been able to reach. the world you desire can be won, it exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours.

-ayn rand

move away with me.

sometimes, italics can really make the right words hit you so hard.

big change.

you really ought to consider.

tell me a story about tomorrow.

dance hard.

JEFF the brotherhood.

two fireworks.

viva viva.

we don't want to go where we get old.

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

we are all alive.

dear aquarius.

i have a theory that now and then a person should get what they want, when they want it. keeps you optimistic.

-b.f.

i lost it.

this morning.

a face that tells stories.

go.

Monday, June 14, 2010

behind every beautiful thing.

the impossible project.

holy moly.

edward sharpe & the magnetic zeros.

i suppose it'll all make sense when we grow up.

let's pull out the boom box and make up synchronized swimming dances in an above-ground pool. then have underwater tea parties. and do flips.

this could present a problem.

but i still hear them.

the beatles used the word love 613 times in their songs.

wanna fly?

Sunday, June 13, 2010

i am ok, even though i am not ok. i am ok.

hopeful romantics.

it's all happening now. of course it's always been happening. if only we could have a magical magnifying glass in the times of doubt to help us find the clues that are always surrounding us. if only we could steady our aim, our shaking knees, our wavering minds. if only we could resolve with the calm of the ages that we are getting there, somewhere, ever-moving forward.

if you must know, it feels sort of like I'm dying. of course, how am I to know what dying feels like? I am still alive. and quite frankly, I have a lot of nerve even speaking of such things when my heart is still beating, and my lungs are still supplying the oxygen it needs to do so.

we're strangers. i found her accidentally looking up a song lyric. but her writing and photographs, i love.

oh, and i found hopeful romantics accidentally looking for her.

there comes a point in life where you either accept whatever you're doing and just exist, or stop talking about what you used to be and do something completely different.